people have to do better
bymaryitsmyseasoncoleon 01 Dec, 2014 05:08
I never understood why children of parents treated them so coldly? How they could use their mom's and steal from them. Talk bad about them and talk bad to them! I'm not saying that all parents are great parents! But at the end of the day they are still yours! My father was scum and did nothing a father should. But I still wish him no harm and often calls to check on his health! My mother was different I knew something was wrong with her as a child. But it wasn't until my mind was mature enough to deal with the truth then it was made clear! My mom was born to horrible parents and I never knew them and never cared to know them! She was a victim of betrayal and sexual rape and abuse. By the people she loved the most in life and my childhood was made clear! So no matter how much I wanted to hate her I couldn't. All I wanted to do was see her comfortable and happy. And I did everything in my power to do so! Even though my eldest sister had a different agenda! I literally had to physically fight her and be as cruel to her as she was to our mom! She stole from her, degraded her in my absence. Ruined her credit, got loans in her name! And the list goes on and on, but my mom loved her none the less! Bc she felt regret and remorse for allowing us to be abused! My mom's mom would bath her and dress her up and put her in a room so that her dad could rape her. So that he would go out in the streets and leave home! My mother the middle child of 18 children mostly girls! They chose her bc she was different and I hate it but it was before my creation! So my terrible childhood became clear to me. If one knows better they than in return will do better! I raised my child alone her father wanted nothing to do with her bc I wanted nothing to do with him! So I struggled my butt off bc I didn't trust men around my child! We had plenty hard times with my limited education. We were homeless 3 times sleeping inthesomeone's couch who really didntdidn't want us there! But I thank God for the strength and will to do better! People it's so hard out here and we had thousands of supposedly family! But trails and tribulations proved that to be untrue! My family died with my mother the painful truth of my life! But I had this little girl I had to keep going for! I know I was kinda strict with her bc I knew how easily a child could lose focus and ruin there life! My focus was and still is her education so she won't ever have to go through what we did! I gave this child all that I had the best way I knew how! But now that she is of age I can't figure out her behavior towards me!Only God knows but her sins is her own! Love honer and obey your parents you will never get a second chance to once they are gone!
byngemebaten.godloveon 02 Dec, 2014 15:41
Hello,sorry about everything sister. I wouldn't help myself to believe the that before,or while writing this,you must have had a good cry. The good thing in addition the story is fact that "Behold old things have passed away in your life and everything has been made new. Let's take on I Thessalonian 5:16-19. -Rejoice evermore -Pray without ceasing. -In everything give thanks;for this is the will of God through Christ Jesus concerning you. And verse 19 says; -Quench not the spirit. Thank you. Be strong and overcome every trial. Thanks.
bymaryitsmyseasoncoleon 03 Dec, 2014 17:13
Yes I did just to think about it brings tears to my eyes! And thank you I needed those scriptures.