Gave up hope
byelijah.molahlehion 13 Sep, 2014 21:05
I have been very active in church, singing in choir, teaching Sunday School, leading the youth ministry etc. I was more happy in church than at home. But the reality was always besides me.
My mother died when I was doing then Std 2 and I was only 8. Life hasnt been very easy for me since then, as I was still a kid, but could not feel the effects then. When I was 16 my father also died which made things to be worse. I basically grew up as an orphan.
People could not see my suffering as I had so much hope and didnt wanna portray a picture of a sufferer in front of them. Few people in church could see and would invite me for lunch after service and buy me some shoes.
But as I grew older, looking at my peers, I started asking questions like why me?. I believe and always shared with other youth then that if God takes you on stoney path, he provide strong shoes. But in reality I felt so helpless. It was only the love of God that kept me going.
Im 37 years now, nothing much has changed in my life, all my peers have good life, because they had parents, they got good education which prepared them for who they are today. I finished my grade 12 but did not get the opportunity to go to university. I never had a formal job ever since, and im really worried that im growing older. I pray and pray but no help is coming, this sometimes make me to ask a question..God are you real? Cause he has been my only hope in my life.
Im on the vedge of giving up and I really would love prayers as of now the question I asked God is growing with me. I dont understand why if I loved him so much, why would he leave me to suffer. Why didnt I get a job, as I went through so many interviews in my life but all regrets. It gets worse when I see those who did not go church or believe in God living far better than me, they make me a joke... I keep asking Why me Lord? Do you get what Im saying? This question Im asking everytime makes me think sometimes that God is not there. I was a kid when my parents died and I could not get serious help, only favours from people. I have a one year old and really would love to see him been a better person. Please Pray for me!
byFrankLordon 13 Sep, 2014 22:49
Do you know how tears I'm falling now, I am sorry for you for what is happening now in your lifetime. God leads me here today to prophetically healed your fresh wounds now. You don't belong to human, but you really belong to God himself. God himself is your real Father, and helper and your hope is God. Those parents you got they just brought you into this dying world for God. You are really here for a great purpose. God has reasons for letting somthing happened, He does not have to explain to humanities; but in the end we may come to understand God. He does what He wishes, and know on one advises God on what do. My brother God knows you very well, and what He knows the destinations He would lets you reach. I tell you that your meaningless life would surely turn into meaningful life. It seems your life has no meaning now, but your life is full of meaning. God himself would elevate you; because He alone is your helper. Listen up never cry any more, don't worry again, because worries doesn't change and add any asset to ones' life. what you have been experiencing is prove and testimony for tomorrow. Don't follow what people may say against you. You have hope and better life ahead of you. Do you really thoughts that our loving God has leave you to your enemies? Do you think He can't save you? Have you influenced that He's too weak to saved? I know how add hard it is to live in harassment, I know how painful it is. God is already God; God is able to save and He is not deaf at all to hear. Why we do sometimes question God? We do because we are not the very generation we do this. The ancient people asked the same as we have been asking. Life is meaninglessness without God, nothing at all we could do without our living Creator. God knows how much you have been beating by pain, He really knows how strong you have been taking by worldy storm. Listen our cry doesn't move God to help us, but our " FAITH " does. Have faith in Him and move on, God is going to help you to get out of this troubles of yours. Come on put yourself together and look forward for your prosperity. Know that is only God who will make a way for you, so lets this be your mind-set. You're highly blessed by your Creator, and this is in store for you just go for it. Never listen to human and give up your own life. Just be patience and wait for your king. Don't you know that He cares deeply for humanity? Hey, who is telling you to give up? Stay where you are in the Lord.
Do not be afraid--I am with you! I am your God--let nothing terrify you! I will make you strong and help you; I will protect you and save you. Isaiah 41:10.
Don't think that the Lord is too weak to save you or too deaf to hear your call for help. Isaiah 59:1.
byelijah.molahlehion 14 Sep, 2014 03:21
Thanks, that message has just put a smile on my face.. God bless you!
byDadaon 15 Sep, 2014 12:07
God is good all the time
byberRoneon 16 Sep, 2014 21:23
The Lord is making plans for you. You shall do as He pleases. He never gives challenges that you can't solve.
bypriscaon 16 Sep, 2014 22:23
Have faith in God, he make ways where it seems to be no way.in every sotuation thanx God, in 1corinthian 10:13 he says every test that you have experienced is the kind that normally comes to people. But God keeps his promise, and he wilk not allow you to be tested beyond your powee to remain firm, at the time you are put to test he will give you the strength to endure it,and provide you with a way out. Beloved have hope in christ, because Jesus in deed bacame poor for our sake so that we can be rich, be patient, because you breakthrough is already in you, stop complaining and start thanking God, that u are still arrive. Our comfort com fro God alone and remember you a chosen child of God, he said I will never leave you or forsake you, God is not man so he can lie.just trust him ,because he says the future he had for us is not for evil but for good, u are already blessed., you destiny is blessed. You life shall a life testimony.