Thanks for all response my post.
I believe God listen wat we talking here. Honestly I realy can leave him for God. If God say so. Althoug i will hurt .although I will cry much but I prefer God. Something I dont undestand. It seems like I know him. N I always pray God can let him to love Him too. I wanna take him to chuch but I just waiting for right time. It 50:50 he want to go with me. thanks for all support. All I know now. I dont want change my faith. I wan keep my faith here in heart. Cause I know during my life He always with me n He loved me more than everything