Ethel I really understand ur situations and pray that God will lead u in HIS way .
Pls prayerfully read God's word to know His will in ur work and obey His word. Do whatever u do for the Lord with diligence.
*[[Proverbs 22:29]] NET* Do you see a person skilled in his work? He will take his position before kings; he will not take his position before obscure people.
*[[Proverbs 10:22]] NET* The blessing from the LORD makes a person rich, and he adds no sorrow to it.
22 Servants, obey in all things your masters according to the flesh; not with eyeservice, as menpleasers; but in singleness of heart, fearing God:
23 And whatsoever ye do, do it heartily, as to the Lord, and not unto men;
24 Knowing that of the Lord ye shall receive the reward of the inheritance: for ye serve the Lord Christ.
25 But he that doeth wrong shall receive for the wrong which he hath done: and there is no respect of persons.
Never be discouraged, bcos u r in God'shands. Definitely u will say better days soon.
My prayer for u is
*[[Psa 90:15]] KJV* Make us glad according to the days wherein thou hast afflicted us, and the years wherein we have seen evil.
Have a great day in Christ!