Well I just recently got this app in hopes that I would read the word more often anywhere I go instead of, just at home when I'm bored or at church or things like that. I'm trying to get back in touch the Lord like I used to be as a child. I didn't realize how far I had fallen from him until about 2 years ago, when things seemed to fall apart in my life. I lost my job, got kick from my college, ended up with student loans, got real sick for a couple months, and started having nightmares of being attack by demons. I didn't know what to do and I didn't feel I could talk to anyone about it because I'm supposed to be this person who's so held together, smart, and responsible in the eyes of family and friends. One night I dreamt of a horrible storm that brought a huge flood that no one could escape from. Before I drowned the Lord came to mein the water and said to me "Do you love me? My child have you forgotten me?" I awoke gasping for air and crying and went to my mom who told my to pray. From that day on I've been trying to change. In 23 yrs old and I find it hard to study and stay focused by myself. One day I discovered a friend of mine was a Christian so I decided to speak with him about the going sons of my life and it made things a little better, but we live far apart now so we don't talk as often. When I started feeling lonely amongst my friends the Lord sent my another who had the most beautiful sport I'd ever seen. Just being around him made me want to be better. I want the same love for the Lord he has, but he has recently left for a church mission trip. So I guess I'm here to make more friends in Christ and learn how to live/walk in the ways of the Lord as one should. I also want to become the kind of woman that is found beautiful in God's eyes and not just man's.